Busybody

有时候我讨厌自己管太多
因为在意别人的眼光
我开始又有点封闭自己




最近Kampar常下雨
这几天都一直看雨景

有时候很累很无助的时候
我希望自己生一场大病
病得不省人事不用理会一切
暂时放下手上的事
脑袋可以静下独自思考


前天不知道是睡太多还是真病了
那天不错辛苦

我想到的是家人
婆婆
每次我生病时都会骂我的人
妈咪、妈妈、表姐、妹
生病头疼时一直酸我但又关心我的人

我想念婆婆煮的粥
生病时吃粥是什么感觉？
我没试过
看戏看到他们演~
会很想试

我说过我要开心
我会的

虽然心情很容易被影响。。。

解密：代号

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